Illusions

2009-03-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

went zirca on wed with zen, bhavin and sangeev..been a long tym since i went clubbing..really mis the times.. we decide on zirca cuz we four never been to zirca b4 and it's has the conception of being a slutty club..so we were lyk hey y not?okie, the performances by the ang mor za bo were okie..(jason 你的菜lei)（小护士服somemore） but the acrobrats were awesome..not easy to perform at all..music were at best average.. n it lyk zirca caters abit more to the twenties cuz they actually have those abit kink themes on certain other days except on ladies nite... it was lyk i was literally dancing with 22,23 year old gals..i dun really care though... den i saw my clubbing de 菜..(i kinda had enough of 学校里的乖乖牌的宝贝们, 换换口味也不错) ..wow she was literally grinding every guy who dance with her... haha..她真的像阳光般如此耀眼，就如她的笑脸... but the irony is that i didnt grind her but others!! FUK! cuz i didnt have the courage to go up the elevated platform to dance a little sexy close up with her... the courage i nid is missing.. (my courage is only stucked in the dance floor)..i really duno y..i just got mesmerised by the way she moves her body..FUCKING SEXY.. it could have been i'm out of touch after not gone clubbing since my NS days..n dis will be my last time going ladies nite for the next 4 months cuz i'm officially posted to signals (the one in which i went through a hell lot of tests and even a mentally challenging poly graph whereby ur unhappy past is being dug out).. 4 months can be short, can be long..i really duno.. n tat probably means my record will extend to 10 months without a gf, 4 months without ladies nite (ie a lady in my nite..LOL)... SIAN SIA...

2009-03-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

Everytime i tink back this BMT, i will seriously miss it..from the fun i had with my bunk mates especially boon kiat whom we keep poke fun of each other..to gabriel showing his ass crack to impersonate naim , to jasper trying to gay with me when the fact tat both of us is super straight.. haha.. those were the days.. cant believe this words are actually coming from my mouth.. i especailly rmb the times we got punished together..it was no fun at tat time, but tinking back those times , if it hadnt been such times, would our bonds still have strengthened till tis thick? i really duno.. this kind of feeling is very unique, how do i describe it? it's not exactly like how i miss all my exs when we first broke up..(dere's a pain element inside it) it's also not like the relationships with kakis like qh, ck, jason, kel, mich , manda , fish and hy.. (since it's like 我们已经超出了好朋友的境界to a whole new level)..aiya..cant describe it la... it's like i will miss seeing them but not miss them.. GOSH, wad the hell am i saying?? LOL.. most prob all of us gonna be posted to new units.. so that army chalet may well prob be the last tym we c each other... hey guys, just rmb, once a bro, always a bro.. N last but not least, rmb? VIPER!! haha... went open house with kel n qh 2dae.. was late cuz nid comb my hair (can u believe it?!) the talk was pretty dry, i mean lecturers are all lyk tat).. found some courses i may be interested in.. well, i dun have much to choose from given my limited ability.. haha.. N kel n qh thought i was trying to 把a senior..LOL.. do i look tat despo? Ya la, 6 months has passed with no gf la, but i'm still not so despo hor.. really... haha.. n gosh, city hall is packed likehell most prob cuz IT fair.. (qh has photo as proof)...so we decided to go home.. a fruitful day to say at least...

2009-01-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

I must say..it's kind of "weird" day for me..c i cant even noe which word to use so i have to put "weird"..lol..well, it's like that..i was outside walking around n sun bian c wad i can get for my colleages....lazing around since i dun have to work...den i saw jess n her bf.. of coz la, i dun noe hu is he la..but is just kind of odd i feel.. n the irony is tat i was watching 大学生了没, there was one qn about a couple while dating saw the gal's ex..wad will u do.. n i admit the taiwan graduates sure do give creative ans..none of the scenarios came out cuz i chose the loser way out..tat is to avoid them upon catching a glimpse of them.. dam loser rite? ya i noe.. didnt even noe if she saw me or not..it's not lyk i has not forgotten her or wad..but i just feel it's funny and mayb there could be a sense of awkwardness lor..hey, wad u expect me to say?! "hey, tat was my ex, we broke up becuz i fell for another?" No way rite?at tat instant, i just turned my head n walked the other direction..felt lyk a dam loser rite now..couldnt even pluck up the courage... mayb it was the bf..i dunoe.. mayb it's a good thing to go in army at the 28th.. i mean 感情的俗事我都已经不再留恋/渴望了，hey, i even quitted drinking n clubbing.. dun ask me y..i duno y oso... 所以所有舞池里的ladies，切记，不是每个男生都会像我这样，will willingly send a drunken lady back to HER OWN home n not some other weird places (i tink u noe wad i mean)... cuz jon yong is never the type of guy tat takes advantages of gals when she's down.. that just not me.... as for now.. i really had a meaningful tym dis month..found a job at IP..people dere were quite nice though i simply dun like their smoking habits..n i've been spending alot of tym with the guys n mich n manda.. ( we just had a "farewell" dinner for me last wed..it's was kinda of cool")..so here to wish everyone a early Happy CNY..May all of everyone's wishes come true... n so long..farewell to all till i book out from tekong with my new "cool" hairstyle...

2009-01-07T16:54:00.000-08:00

last post was suppose to be my gao bie zuo..but guess i really have to blog bout dis funni thing yesterdae..kel,qh. jason n me went movie in morning as we were w8ing for ck for his tuition to end.. so caught ip man (the brother of ip zone..lol)pretty cool movie la..kinda of remind me of huo yuan jia...the fighting scences were very cool...after tat, ck suggest suggesting going to warehouse to see clothes..the warehouse were lyk so small la..zzz....so in the end bought nothing..o guys, next wed vacate that day if possible, we do shopping again..after that,jason went home since he's sick, the rest play madjong at ck house..kel 一家输三家，i'll tell u why..他把一索（小鸟）看成one of the animal 花..tat y i was wondering y was that yi suo on the table..n y kel bu hua when he had no hua..i couldnt stop laughing man..n all of us were lyk saying whn we throw 一索out, we will say 那，花..haha..but lucky we play small..so we win little, kel lose little lor...(we poor kids leh)..went hougang mall eat cafe cartel...den we bought a birthday cake for him cuz today is his birthday leh...(somekind of pre-celebration lor)n lastly, to end dis off, kelvin, happy 19th birthday!!

2008-12-08T07:07:00.000-08:00

当初,我付出的爱实在的太唐突,太爱的盲目,
我给的错误爱情请不要继续不断修复不断弥补,
这又是为了何苦?
何不卸下情感包袱给与各自空间去寻找你我新的幸福,
我可以独自为你承受孤独,请别哭,
我不是不爱你只是为了保护你，我选择了放弃....
i understand i cannot be selfish anymore..i shouldnt let any more ppl suffer any more hurt.. i dun wan them to go through the same thing again.. no way.. even the two of them, i noe haven really totally forgotten the hurt i singled-handly gave to them..duno wad happen to them lately, by constantly rejecting my calls, u tink i dunoe u're trying to avoid me meh? But FOR FUCK?! wad the hell? r u trying to deliver bak the same hurt i caused u back then.. well then, u achieved that.. 我都可以独自为你承受孤独, wad's more do u still wan? in both cases, i admitted i made mistakes..but lyk wad zen said, some tym girls takes a very long tym to really put down a hurt.. but y FUCK is their character so FUCKED up? forgive n forget, let's move on, cant we..even normal frens? why both two somemore?! 难道你们真的要恨过才ok吗? den wad's the point of me keeping dis blog add? i still rmb the first link theloveof2j was to commemorate my first love, the one that gave me the best ever love n care in the whole world... when sure enough, when we break, i change the blog link to girlsaretroublesomeyetsupercute, cuz i was really upset over that tym, but when i rmb the cute n sometimes pretty silly stuff she will do to spice up my life just makes me wanna say girls r cute at the same time they r troublesome.. as for the current link, i forgot about the reason, but i tink it got to do with my second relationship being like a illusion, a short n sweet one where there's always a happy ending..but i was brought bak (or should i say i crashed back) to the real world by the harsh reality...it's real, not an illusion, n it ended just abruptly just like when u suddenly woke up from a dream.... mayb i blog again when i change the address one more tym when i.......

okie, unhappy stuffs aside, since so many ppl has blog about dis year being the last one n stuff, i just thought how bout dis, let's do a class review! haha.. sounds kinda of cool.. first on the list: Chu Yan..hm..wad can i say? first word on the mind : "monster"! not that she's scary though; she really is a nice girl. just that she's has a model 173 height makes the second highest in our class..(is it she that is extraordinary tall or is our class simply just short).. saw her at butter factory,has to admit; she's a stunning beauty that day.. and with heels, even more "scary"..hey chu yan, pls give me your height! haha...

Okie moving on, clive... haha..happy go lucky guy who loves clubbing the way i do... haha...next tym, let's do a graveyard and AK together, promise? got 眉眉can oso recommend..haha...

Okie next is yu bin.. hm... a quiet girl who never forget about fun when the need calls for it.. i noe, ppl tinks she's a mugger, well she's really not one..she's the type that if 跟你很熟的话，可以跟你聊得无边无际，不熟的则比较冷谈... kit says she's bossy during PW, dun really tink so though upon noeing her better.. hah..

Okie moving on, xuan qi.. this kind of girl,内心是温柔的，外壳是冷的，ie.外冷内热的女生..ppl say she's a 冰山, but seriouly i dun noe where this nick came over...虽不是热情的沙漠，但也不至于冷酷无情的冰山...she's really friendly and enjoyable to talk to and the type that 不怕自嘲的女生...ok, she look cool n devoid of emotion when she's get serious, (hey sometimes i really got "scared" by her) but hey, her smile is really beautiful n she really help me alot along the way... my chem without miss lee n her will have collapsed long ago... Miss heng, if my chem really did score well for As, i owe u a meal promise..

Moving on, jocelyn. my PW leader..lots to say, first: her leadership: i give her 100, cuz she managed to convince a nobody like me to work and push for my grades..initally i really thought pw is a stupid subject... and her efforts is worth 101 marks..if the rest of us gave 100 of our efforts, she'll will always be giving someting extra.. that's y she's our leader... good vision from mr loo..haha.. n she's the type that almost never fails to repy me instantly when i got urgent tings to ask..well unless her fone is out of batt...haha...

Next up Gou Gou aka coli..u wan call her cauli as in cauliflower oso can.. she''ll just Sin 9 (hokien for 撒娇)back to u.. yes, there's crtics of her, but ppl, she's really not that bad as u ppl make out.. just ask zai... haha... really... though till this day, i still cant understand y she loves going to C.C. to study..does it really help? mayb it work for her.. haha..

Moving on, charlene..really noe her since the first star kayak course..in school, didnt really spend a lot of tym toking to her...but she's the type of girl that can hang out with almost everyone.. becuz her charcter? may she consider all those she noes as her frens and so barriers are eliminated...

Jon lin, a really nice guy who help me alot too..hey afterall, he's smarter den me wad... n the type of guy whose girlfren will feel very lucky cuz he's the kind of guy hu will 疼他的女朋友..if only i were half as caring as him...sigh...

Li Lin..a sweet and innocent girl... once spread rumour about jason n her.. cuz of a sentnce she innocently said...really tells u about her character... haha.. wooks really hards as well in everything (studies, CCA,PW, play etc..) , if she's a player in FM (football manager), she's be the type that has workrate 20...

Yong kit, the best football player in our class without a doubt,, afterall, he even play with hariss harun b4.. how cool is tat...n he always do things with a big smile, this gave me the hope that life's simple and beautiful..life is filled with optimism and hope afterall! n seriously, the 200808 incident wasnt really intentional..

Moving on. Jie Ying ..the smartie in our class.. her academic acheivements is simply too much for me to say evrything here..n she's the selfless type hu never fails to share wad she noes with her frens.. n i tell, she really look gorgeous when i saw her butter fac.if not for clive caling out to her, i probably couldnt recognise her.. 女大十八变？haha...

Bao xian.. one of the three nomines for 酷妹of the class... play real good basketball, next tym teach me basketball will u? haha....her sportig character just make her fun to hang out with...

Serena, a huge contender to be considered as the 玉女of the class, although wy may have something to say about that.. she the type of girl that 散发出古典美，just like Apple from 黑girl (formerly known as 我爱黑涩会)..

Speaking of gu dian mei, mayb berlinda can be considered as well.. or is it becuz she is in gu zhen oso...that i tink both of them 散发古典美? tink it play a part though.. didnt really tok much to her.. cuz she in my impression seem like a quiet girl, mayb that becuz i'm not really very close to her.. haha...

Benjamin, one of the fun guys that just seem cool to hang out with.. movies, bowl, pool all's cool.. but BIG NO to Kbox n clubs.. one of the 乖乖牌男生in class... parent abit stricter i guess.. so unlike me.. 他的好才会显现出我的坏.. that it's true though.. no wonder i got a lousy impression for others..haha

Jason Ong, known him since sec 3..has been quarelling since the first day we known, guess that's our form of communicating medium.. help with alot too in printing stuffs..(just go ask him he sure go alot to say)..loves his frens more den his girlfren..(hey w8, he doesnt hav a girlfren yet..hey jason, jia you ah, Ur destined one is waiting for u) 若找到适合的，就放胆去追吧，别管自己身高了啦，not all girls care too much about height..只要不要像牵猩猩就好了..切记你是帅哥leh...and rmb when u strike toto, dun forget me hor...

Shu Wen, another huge favourite for 酷妹of the class... further strengthened my belief of that when i saw her at post prom.. 简直是帅呆了..and to tink 帅 isnt a vocab in my list used to describe a girl.. simply speak volume about her 帅ness...

Wen ting, spend only a year noeing her,,really short as all of us bz preparing our As lvl.. how i wish tym could turn back, allow me to noe her better..

Grace..from her name, can tell she's a graceful person..although clumsy at times.. another sweet looking girl.. 邻家女孩的称号或许最适合她... another one whom i didnt really got to understand better..regret regret...

Shu ming the last contender for 酷妹of the class... really has her own attitude... kinda of cool i will say.. especially dislike nathan haha..cuz in her post she thx all teachers but nathan... haha.. she's the type outspoken one n dun fear any consequences one... a real courageous one indeed.. 酷毙了! haha..

Wan Yin.. the 号称150的小女生...small in size, big in heart... an absolutely must to have in ur frens list..cuz she's the type that u can tease all day n she never gets angry..haha...

Gek Hui... stands for 菊花，and the way miss lee says her name simply wanna make me laugh... another small girl that has huge aspirations ie i wanna grown tall.. aiyo... haven u all heard one saying 高的女生美，矮的女生可爱吗？你看杨丞琳，可爱教主，也只不过才160 吗... haha...

Jasper... an good option to have when u're a pub fanatic like him... strictly no to clubs though cuz he dun like dancing.. abit like ben in this sense.. haha.. always help me out when i encounter problems.. call him the problem solver man...n seriously i still cant recall where i saw that girl in zinc b4.. so familar yet so stranger.. haha...

Last but not least, zainul..he's had a rough season this year.. being diagnosed with cancer..but his determination n courage to fight on really impresses me.. his courage to defeat the illness really aspires me n makes me believe with sheer determination, nothing is really impossible...lost some of his spark when's he down, but now's he's back healthy..the old fun to be zainul is back!

okie, all done and dusted.. this could well be my 告别作.....

2008-12-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

wew..finally gotten my split spade deck first edition..lucky lucky me... first edition somemore..how rare is tat? well, very...when will actually have the chance to get the first original pile that was produced? the last brand new set somemore..haha ..till now..我连开都不舍得开呢... n i got the chance to get tatto joe, one of the hottest trick that will blow ppl minds away...

n i thought a pretty neat way to use it..cuz u c, this is one the most 屌way to give ur number..make it appear, den disappear, how cool is that? it's way more original n creative than just sayin hey lady can i have a number? pretty much work for girls oso..well, u c, seen ppl done that b4 ... haha..i simply love magic..haha

2008-11-19T02:58:00.000-08:00

ok, exam over le, should be real happy right..got lots of freedom liao..but that doesnt seem the case leh..ppl harping over 那些有的没得的事...i really hate it when ppl tell me going to pubs n clubbing is no good for u.. i was like wtf is rong with all of u..什么兵变，loads of bullcrap... 让我小弟在这里教你，Rule no. one: 出来玩的，没有人是玩真的,so wad's the big deal of breaking up? 大家都是出来玩的，玩玩就好，谁也不用对谁负责就是...well u get my point.... me gonna be sad? no way in hell man...n jason, u should stop fearin fr ur future..cuz u gonna own me a meal at swensen (well u c, we make a bet if jason got all either A or B for his result, he gonna treat me to swensen n i'm confident i m gonna wi the bet)..so stop all ur crap of "die liao la, 我完了" chant.. u're not gonna be dead dude...ok, time to go as it's time to go party..

2008-10-25T15:27:00.000-07:00

我怎么可以走的理由先假设, i must be crazy...

她怎么可以青蛙和王子傻傻分不清楚，she must be crazy...

他怎么可以把要到手的菜给放弃掉, he must be crazy...

你怎么可以有空看我的部落格, you must be crazy...

2008-10-08T05:33:00.000-07:00

i seriously needs to wake up my bloody idea..got back my prelims results today..it kind of seems like i'm the only that had seriously deproved...well, i noe i have something bugging me at that point of tym (ya la, u noe la, it's a girl' issue ), but hey it's simply not a good enough reason for me to be underperforming..how can i allow such a distraction to derail me from my tracks? now that i eliminate this distraction, but this doesnt mean the same issue will not happen again.. let's analyse..chance of it occuring again : 99.9%...u can call me stupid to always fall for the trap that the girl deploys.. BUT things gonna change now.. i gonna isolate myself from my world of girls, well at least for this period of critical tym.. so all the ruby, jess, cheryl, june, bell, chloe, janice and action city girl... pls simply get out off my mind.. esp u, the one whom i call a great beauty who' s too sexy.. even if u tink i'm really that damn good, that u want it one more tym, but that will have to w8 till after the A lvls..i'm getting fired up to study; esp seeing ppl around me all chioing their work, ppl like my classmates n my sis who is chionging for her O lvls.. i promise i will change for this period of tym, 赶走心魔大计划，正式开始！

2008-10-02T02:16:00.000-07:00

Haha..today jason went on moaning on how useless he is.. getting kind of sick of it sia..come on la, jason..if u really are stupid, den wad's bout those IQ less den 100 de? have some pity on them okie...n can u pls stop saying u're useless when u're not? Lol..just becuz u didnt do well for some exams.. N u still didnt noe how well u can do for ur A lvls..lol..hu noes.. jason may well be the top student.. that can happen u noe.. so i tink wad's jason is lacking is self confidence.. he tinks he cannot do well because of his past failures in his conquers of the academic subjects... u noe the powers of self confidence can be very powerful... u may have an imperfect body, but hey be confident and proud of it.. u may have lousy grades, but hey be confident that u can score better.. u may feel that u're down in luck, but hey be confident and proud that u noe u gonna be able to achieve wad u want not through luck but from ur own ability.. u may not be good in character, but hey, look at me, i'm not a good boy but i'm proud to be a bad boy.. aniwae i nv deny i wasnt one in the first place.. it's just like 我又怎么能否认，又怎么能不承认.. u can call me 班上最坏的男生，i admit.. but i'm happy i'm that..

2008-09-30T05:25:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第六十七天..phey.. finally settle all my personal problems liao.. arent i glad man.. haha..that stupid issue that bug me all month long.. finally been resolved.. well, mayb it's them who finally who got it resolved among themnselves.. i do not noe, neither do i want to know though.. (ya lor, y drag a innocent party in here..lol) just glad that both parties not gonna bug me again, well at least that's wad i hope.... it's kind of human nature huh.. being hard to let go of stuffs.. ppl can simply make a fuss over a small matter...it's just a small case ma..nid kick up a fuss meh.. share share can liao ma.. lol..well, ben actually said i may have been breaking the law.. lolz.. or should i say i want to thank the person for not "charging" me.. lol.. haha.. u can say i'm a 浮浅的人，but hey aren't all men 浮浅的动物？(ponders over..thinks..hm..) hey w8 a minute.. 难道女生不会浮浅吗？den how come i heard this saying of 男生爱女生，女生爱帅哥..(hm..tink again..).. but i believe this debate will perhaps go on n on...

2008-09-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第六十二天, haiz.. a long sixty two days; just passed.. gradually easing the pain liao... 让所有的痛就让时间来破 ..... but sometimes, when i tink back, i really ask myself, y someone dig a hole right in front of me, yet i'm the only stupid one to walk right into it when others will simply jump past it? i really dun understand.. or i influenced by my emotions or wad? i admit, sometimes i made real bad decisions... i really dunnoe y...

2008-09-22T05:24:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子，第五十九天...wow, a busy monday sure i had...ben, gh n i met up at marina square..jason wanna go for his haircut n cycle hence no show..play bowling first... loser treat lunch..haha.. the maths here very simple..gek hui lose, ben pay, ben lose, ben pay, i lose i pay.. haha.. should i say i was lucky 2dae.. my "long gao" frens didnt want to come find me todae.. haha.. hit my career high of 135..happy.. haha..i noe it's kinda lousy for it to be a career high la.. but i'll try harder.. in the end, gek hui lost.. n she treated me to lunch..yeah, sweet rite? haha.. n ben, wanting to be the nice guy off the block right, goes "here, let me pay"..haha.. typical of guy la... next tym apply my toss coin theory.. sure good.. haha.. we went k box in the afternoon.. jasper join us after his consultation.. as usual, i stick to those songs i noe best la.. songs like 我爱台妹，倒带，就让这首歌，我有罪etc.. n speaking of 我有罪dis song, it's certainly bring back lot of memories... (well, it was my first 疗伤情歌 when i had my first broke up)..i still rmb the scene where i put the earpieces playing this song into her ear and let the lyrics of this song do the talking for me.. how irony.. the song still pretty describe me even till now.. u guys can call me a 罪人 cuz i noe i'm not a good kid or set good examples for my peers from all my actions and behaviour (esp if u can get the hidden meaning in my last post)... therefore, 我有罪,all time favourite song to describe jonathan yong.. so once again, let's review dis song 我有罪one more time...

2008-09-18T04:51:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第五十五天,sometimes when i wrote this sentence, there is always dis contradiction...can we still 再在一起, on the other hand, just dun wanna go through the same shit again.. it's kinda funni hor.. mayb it's my character la..要失去后才会珍惜.. looks like a leopard will and can never change its spots..how true..喜欢玩火就会改不了这个习惯，虽然整天说要改，始终做不到... 现在惹出的祸，只能说自己活该吧。。okie, but sometym, it arent all my fault..come on la, we live in a open society liao..we tink wad, we still living in dinosaur age ah.. lol.. just like wad the lyrics sing "谁也不用对谁负责就叫一夜情"... precisely, y so serious? y so upbeat? it's just a fling.. give u a simple analogy : 我有一个大老婆，其她的小情妇，那些都不算，in other words, 多情男可以有多份的感情，但女友只有一个...但我是最禁不起激的人，esp i hate ppl who dare me to do something.. u guys should noe this theory; the harder u throw a ball, the higher it bounces..本来没有想要去做的事，因为你的挑衅，跟你拼了... may live to regret that moment of impulse.. but heck la..life goes on.. i noe ppl out dere may disagree and say stuff la "ah yong, cannot like that one, later get burned.." but realistically, i noe wad i'm doing n wad's best for myself..n dere's really not a need to entertain other ppl's opinions on my principles...

2008-09-15T06:14:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第五十二天....just like wad jason says, he's not turning back, similarly there's not turning back for me as well... like the old saying goes, a man got to do wad a man got to do.. (hey, i'm not saying i'll beat the living hell out of the other guy;dun get me rong) change is inevitable, i noe.. but hm.. let's c..this change, starts NOW..

2008-09-13T03:49:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第五十天,我从来没有想过这种事会发生在我身上，它还真的发生了，n i still thought i only c it on newspaper n reports.. i usually heck care about other ppl, but if once my loved ones gets involved, i simply can't back off.. i'm not the type of guy that backs off from challenges, even if this comes at the expense of my life..(n i mean literally)(just go read jason post on the hougang one; u get better idea) i dunoe wad i'm getting myself into, but i'm a guy, simply cant back away when problems arise..so u wanna play games huh, so how bout tis loud n clear, crystal clear, u wan play rite? Game on! let's play the game, MY WAY...

2008-09-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第四十九天..haven u wondered? r things simply simple or simply complicated? or is it human that makes thing complicated.. I keep trying to understand my reality and juz when i thought everything was in my total control and in balance, something comes to crash my whole reality down to nothing... Why does everybody simply loves to keep stuff to themselves only to reveal them to others when they fall into a pool of unhappiness and direct their negative emotions at other people for not doing what they want them to do? They balloon everything in a tiny winy corner in their hearts, den let it “kaboom” n explode.. To think I noe theatrics make powerful weapons.. yet still willing or should I say unknowingly fall prey to it…troubled states of minds just seem like a common phenomenon in modern society..it feels like it’s endless and never ending, just like that of the borders of the seas…

2008-09-12T01:16:00.001-07:00

没有"A"的日子第四十九天..H1 phy ponned me todae..sianz..dun wanna tok bout it..(i'm not the type of guy who goes ga-ga over my results..so heck it..tink of it seriosly, wad's results without passion?)..went bowling with the guys..as usual , i still kinda suck in bowling; i dun hang out often in bowling alleys.. haha..wanted to let my poetic juices flow, but nothing much pretty came out..so heck la, just blog about the regular stuffs..

hm..let's c, wad can i say? okie,i rmb jasper asked me to woo (did he use dis word i'm not too sure)someone i like from dis school..well, it's like..hey, 你还不够了解我是吗,if dere is really someone i like, would i have w8 till now? lol.. afterall, have all of u heard of dis saying 单恋苦，暗恋还比明恋更辛苦, 喜欢就喜欢啦，y ppl let their chance slip by den come back to regret about it beacuse they had not even tried..i really dun understand..some stuffs simply dun have the re-do button.. regrets can only bring one so far..thus i will nv let that happen to me..(or should i say i have nv let that happen b4)... i rather make it out loud crystal clear ..yeah u got me rite crystal clear.. even if the chance may be close to zero.. afterall, like wad others (was it obama, i'm not too sure) say, no matter how small the chance, i'll take it.. So jasper da ge, go for ur girl! JY..( u noe i'll be dere cheering for u)

But seriously, how many actually tink i am mentally ready for another relationship? seriously i'm NOT! if i'm not 100%, i c no point at all.. (i noe alot of u out dere are not too pretty convinced that i'm not ready, but heck, i noe myself best)...y make myself suffer through the same shit again? i do not want to be the one left crying in the end of the day; neither do i want be the one that cause others to cry again.. it's like a dual contradiction..i dunnoe.. u noe, the world is filled with light n darkness, n to paraphrase from it, if u chose the dark side, i will lend u my hand to pull u out onto the bright side; if u chose the light side, i'll be glad to stray into the dark side..

2008-09-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第四十三天,prelims coming, not much tym to blog.. haha..so here to wish all good luck! Jia You!

2008-09-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第四十天..望着窗外的雨，不知为何有种说不出口的感慨.... so i wrote these cuz i was pretty bored..

Heard the sounds of these raindrops

fallin to the ground

saw the flow of this lonely rain

trickle all around

heard the sounds of these raindrops

drowning out my sorrows

Saw the flow of this lonely rain

realise i lost my soul a long time ago

2008-09-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第三十九天, wow..im truly amazed when i turned on the com n visit socernet today..certain transfer certain shocked me..robinho to man city n berba to man utd..both over 30m..let's tok bout berbatov first..it's quite obvious he wants to seek greener pastures..n quite obvious oso man u has to get their man since they have the audacity to allow saha go everton..they pretty despo la..it was reported that man u values him at 20m..but last min up it to 30.75m to get him..suggest their urgent need of a target man..berbatov, rooney, ronny..the perfect combo? only time will tell.. ut wad i'm quite buffled is robinho actually went man city?! i seriously considered that a step down..i mean, it was not like he had no role to play in madrid liao..it's just he unhappy that he was made part of deal in madrid's pursuit of ronny..yes he wants to leave.. but man city is certainly not the place for him..it's just another stepping stone..i'm pretty sure of it..

2008-08-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第三十五天...had a bz day yesterdae..hy n fish treat me to marche yesterdae.. so nice hor..haha..they say is for my birthday treat..haha..the food dere pretty good..but the price dere is like omg ex..i was just glad i wasnt the one paying...the pay by tapping ur card system is so ingenious la..those that just tap here tap dere one will be definaitely shocked to c the bill at the end of the day... haha... so rmb..order smart..haha...in the evening met up with zen, collect our dvds den went glutton bay for supper.. heard the food dere kind of good..tried n tasted it..pretty not bad i will say..haha..the ambience dere oso nice nice..a good place for jason to hang out though..alot of ang mos dere.. hahaz...

2008-08-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第三十一天..it's been a month..说快不快，说慢不慢...has she forgotten? i realli wont have known..i wish she had...okie..it's one month so tym to reflect..或许是我爱得太霸道，i wouldnt have known..或许是我爱得不够温柔，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得太过倔强，i wouldnt have known...或许是我爱得太自以为是，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得不够专心，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得不够体贴，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得不够幽默，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得不够热情，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得太多抱怨，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得不够诚恳，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得太自娱自乐，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我爱得太没有勇气，i wouldnt have known... 或许是我不是个好的聆听者，i wouldnt have known...或许是我不知自己人生目标，i wouldnt have known...或许是我对我们俩的感情不够热情，i wouldnt have known...或许是我讲话是不够真诚，i wouldnt have known...或许是我没能做到人前人后都表现如一，i wouldnt have known...或许是我没在沟通上多花点功夫，i wouldnt have known...或许是我做不到永远信守诺言的承诺，i wouldnt have known... i'm just like wad akon sing.. u can put the blame on me..even all her shortcomings , i'm also willing to shoulder all the blame....this i noe i can......

2008-08-23T09:08:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第二十九天...prelims coming liao..sianz... haven realli study..must definitely make good use of the three study leave day.. haha..but seriously dun fell like toking about study here.. lately someone once ask me is it possible for a reconcillation with an ex.. well for others i will recommend yes if u still love the other half.. but for me is like i live with this principle: 再怎么对她好也不可能再和她在一起...可能我是个不走回头路的人，还是我相信会有一个比我好的人会走进她心里。。我也不知道。。不管怎么样，还是要向前看嘛。。JYJY, tell urself u can find a better one.. i noe i can...(but y my thoughts suddenly drift to te action city one?..lol..although i noe i may never be able to see her again...haha)

2008-08-20T08:44:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第二十六天..i must say wednesday is the most boring day in sch..so many different lessons n only two half hour break..dam sianz..was so tired slept through one of these breaks..hahah..went subway for lunch today...bought two cookies for her but i actually forget take it away with me when i left subway..well, i guess that's fate.. zz... mayb god is trying to tell me something.. but nevertheless, i still got something to say..

I don't know if i miss YOU or if i just miss the feeling of knowing someone loves me as much or possibly more than i love them. and having the feeling when the one i love defends me and is always there for me when i need them... i dont think you realize how much i miss being able to just go to you, being able to tell you anything and you actually understanding or trying to as much as you can.. i miss that little feeling i got when i was with you!!
well, if only she can hear me...

2008-08-19T09:34:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第二十五天 watch th olympics football semi just now..nigeria thrash belgium 4-1..the third goal was simply a cracker.. haha... n brazil n argentina match was kind of boring in the first half..but it simply exploded into action in the 2nd half..argentina score two goals in quick succession n nv look back then..brazil players r oso very reckless..getting two red cards over needless challenges when they already noe they cant win the gold medal after being 3-0 down late on... now according to the commentator, brazil has only 16 players to choose from for its 3rd place playoff with belgium...haha.. as for the final, i hope argentina n nigeria will serve up a cracking game!

2008-08-17T11:12:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第二十三天...watch the finals of the spore china table tennis match just now.. despite the sporeans putting up avaliant battle , we eventually succumbed to 3-0 defeat... but at least we managed to end the long w8 for a medal...n the table tennis team have already achieved their aim: a silver medal.. haha.. good job spore! haha... n one thing, michael phelps really did it man..creating history again by winning 8 golds.. can u believe it? 8/8?! wow..n almost all he did it all better den world record time... wow..wad's he made of? haha...

2008-08-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第二十天...i'm so addicted to the song Dao Dai...haha..at least to it at least 20 times today in the afternoon.... haha..

倒带

我受够了等待

你所谓的安排

说的未来

到底多久才来

总是要来不及

才知道我可爱

我想依赖

而你却都不在

应该开心的地带

你给的全是空白

一个人假日发呆

找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外

却一直都进不来

你累积给的伤害

我是真的很难释怀

终於看开爱回不来

而你总是太晚明白

最后才把话说开

哭著求我留下来

终於看开爱回不来

我们面前太多阻碍

你的手却放不开

宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来

我的眼泪却一直掉下来

过去怎黱交代你该给的信赖

被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白

看到记忆慢下来

过去甜蜜在倒带

只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待

被你一次次摔坏

已经碎成太多块

要怎黱拼凑跟重来

终於看开爱回不来

而你总是太晚明白

最后才把话说开

哭著求我留下来

终於看开爱回不来

我们面前太多阻碍

你的手却放不开

宁愿没出息求我别离开

2008-08-13T10:02:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第十九天 i realli duno..y i feeling so moody or restless lately..zz... hates this feeling..nite study not productive at all lor yesterdae..did only TWO maths assignment qn nia
zz.. haha..N all of a sudden, super like listening to 倒带, duno y oso...zz.. just find its lyris super nice... haha.. From "一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海 " to "我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来", lyrics super well written lor... gonna try put this song on my blog.. haha.....

2008-08-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第十七天...
FM08 is really addictive...lol..athletico madrid is so fun to take charge of.. although i keep losing my star players.. forlan, maxi...but i'm trying to hold on for dear life for aguero n raul garcia... haha..spent these four days mostly FMing.. die liao.. must go chiong homework liao... haha...

2008-08-08T08:34:00.000-07:00

SO tired and drained today, but i still blogging here..hah..hey, w8, i forgot my topic sentence.. (ok, restart) 没有的"A"日子第十四天, where "A" is random variable..it've been fourteen days since..if only it last fourteen days more..we could have done many nice stuffs on this very unique day.. 08/08/08.. i even had planned where to go n wad to do..but everything just seem redundant right now.. but on a bright note, becuz of this loss, i had an equally great day with my frens..guess dis is wad we so call opportunity cost..haha.. it all started with the football tourament..haha..my team advanced from the group stages but lost in the quarterfinals..but despite the loss, still very happy, cuz my group is clearly not the favourites and my team is one of the only two teams that had a girl playing..well, she played some nice passes n showed some neat touches..li hai wor... the other girl from the other team other very courageous, as she is brave enough to stand up to challenge the guys for the ball.. but got one guy simply ram the ball at her which invoke a large crowd "OI" n "BOO"..haha.. so没有风度，how can he bully the girl? lolz..女生是给人疼的，不是给人用球去踢得... haha.. after we lost, shawn, yk oso left, i went off to handle some stuffs in the afternoon..den have to rush backto house to take jason's present.. took a quick shower n off i go again...went fish n co with mich,manda,jasn,ck,qh.. only one word to describe the fish n co outing: awesome...

food nice, service good, 要我讲它不好，我还真想不出来...the scene where jason stands on the chair is simply classic..haha...den went pool..haha..n we earned free 豆浆油条..especially thx to qh..the biggest contributor..haha.. everyone slept on the mrt..clearly everyone tired from all the activities..n my legs haven had a break since morning! so it was like the chair my saviour... haha..n that about it la..i realli tired..g2g sleep liao....

2008-08-07T11:03:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第十三天 where "A" is random variable.. went buy jason todae's belated birthday gift.... den went cp..walk past action city, didnt see the "girl of my dreams"...well, that's kind of expected la, she's not working dere one ma..zz.. haha..well..guess i'm not in luck or in a chinese saying 我跟她无缘.. haha..but seriously, should i be tinking of all this things at such a moment.. i realli dun noe.. haha... 哈哈，随缘吧...

2008-08-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

没有的"A"日子的第十二天 where "A" is random variable... haiz..school getting boring for many i guess; the gp extra lessons were so empty..more then half were absent..haha..gues many ppl like me felt that it wasnt very useful.. well, i guess i'm not the only one that is tired from all this structured remedial program..haha.. oh ya, when i was going home, met a nutcase (according to jason la), an old lady kept asking for the main route to take bus 80..i was like lol? mrt where got bus de?in the end, ahe took the mrt n alighted at sengkang..lol..zai n i so scared we try to avoid her as much as possible..(we even purposely took a different elevator from her) haha.. surprisely, she managed to get out of the mrt station..guess she not that insane afterall..den went to follow zai buy gift for his fren.. saw a super chio girl at action city (duno is it tat all chio ones love hanging out at action city..hmm...) ..well ok, mayb is becuz she stood out among her grps of frens... haha..really makes my day after a long day.. haha..but other den tat, noth really special about today.. on a more serious note,as nite falls, sometym i wonder, hu can share my loneliness with? i finally found one- my fone..in the past, it would be ringing with calls or silly msgs from her, although at tat tym i find it kind of irritating, but today i finally realised a chinese saying “失去了才会珍惜”.... now all i'm left with painful memories n many sms to erase... well, i'm deleting them one by one to allow me gradually forget..to forget all the good/ bad stuffs and delete away this chapter in my life...

2008-08-05T04:58:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第十一天 where "A" is a random variable.. hasnt been blogging these few days.well u c, i was at chalet..celebrating mich's 18th birthday..it was pretty allrite..kinda of fun..n jason said there was a super hottie dere..well, kinda of agree lor, kind of cute n hot at the same tym..haha..but i guess i realli had too much bbq food..cuz the next day i was down with a sore throat..not a good way to start ur sunday morning..feeling much much better today liao...haha.. but sianz..lessons getting boring by the days..so looking forward to dis fri cuz got a break..(i was like FINAlly)..haha.. N btw, here to wish spore a early happi birthdae!

2008-07-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第五天, where "A" is random variable...today lessons very sianz..duno y..perhaps the class just as restless as me.. haha..nothing really particular happened..haha.. but i kinda trying figure the lyrics for yoga's Wo Ai De Ren.. initial lyric was 我爱的人，不是我的爱人 but i change it to 我爱的人，爱我的是别人.. kinda true in today's society ha..A love B, B dont love A but C love A..compllicated sia.. if u were trapped in this kind of situation, what will u choose to do? haha...but den i realise the original singer is actually jordon chan..both got their individul style lor..both versions very nice..haha..

2008-07-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第四天where "A" is a random variable, hah..in class , jason tio suan quite bad today..haha..here my side of the story..the guy are shifting to the right..but jason choose to sit on the other side despite there are seats available..N naturally...u noe wad's next la..of cuz, jason got his own version la...toks about how zai shift after he already sits down n so he didnt move cuz kit is dere...haha. guess all this stuffs spice up school life..made life not so boring.. haha..guess ppl is lyk tat one..when stuff said about others n not urself is deem as fun, but if the theme of a particular issue surrounds over u urself, u get kind of pissed or frustrated..(tink jason 's case..) afternoon went marina square to shop for michelle gift with jason, ck, qh..haha..four blur guys not knowing wad to buy..zz... heck, to tink back, going out to buy stuffs wit my ex seems so much easier den.. since i know her likes n dislikes..(zz..shouldnt tat be obvious lol)...after strolling quite aimlessly for a while, n all the "No" from amanda on the phone really burn us dry on ideas... haha..decided on a lava lamp..was lyk so scared la when we enter the shop..almost all the items sold dere read a sign "once broken considered sold!"...den our bags are lyk so BIG! scary sia! haha..after buying the stuff, we went our separate ways..the rest went home; i went to retrieve something b4 i finally embark on my journey home..haha..N btw, jason, how can u say my "A" is different from ur "A" when my "A" can take any random variable..it could just mean the "A" u were refering to...LOL..

2008-07-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

This is one of my all time favourite songs...我有罪 by kenji wu..fell in love with this love when i first heard it..old song though..nice nice..go listen..it's on my blog! haha.. so here are the lyrics..N guys out there, learn this song, next tym u do something wrong can use this song...haha

我知道我有罪

讲的罪我太自以为

我知道我有错讲的错

贪新又厌旧

说话大声是我就是我错

却不好说拈花惹草是我又是我

罪让你承受

就罚我唱情歌

说话别大声我错我承认

就罚我唱情歌越唱越大声

我爱我承认

唱到我声嘶力竭那

又如何你值得更好的男人

我知道我有罪讲的罪

只出一张嘴我知道我有错

讲的错坏朋友太多

让你伤心是我

就是我错却不好说痞子无赖是我

又是我

罪让你承受

让我这罪人

嚷到心灰意冷

痛苦已喊不出声

你背已转身

我看到你伤痕

才知道我错我有多残忍

2008-07-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

没有"A"的日子第三天 where A is random variable..had been feeling sleepy lately esp this past few mornings..zz...我是否身心太疲惫，或只是不想起来，想活在无忧无虑的梦境里。。有时真想梦若果能成真该有多好。。 haha..watch the seond half match btw sg n brazil on the net.. sg lost 3-0..but i tink we played fairly well in the second half..creating a few of our own chances... haha..looks like there's hope for sg football afterall! haha..just a short post here...nitex!!

2008-07-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

没有"A" 的日子第一天,where A is a random variable...haiz..todae initially wanted to go for econs..but something crop up last min..zz..how should i put it? i dun even noe if i should even wan tok about it..zz...it's something along this line..(just to link bak to last post) i noe which type of frens can be platonic frens foreva and which types i dun wan just be frens...egs of those that can be platonic frens ..omg..there is so many..such as the ex 4i ppl (nana, fish, gina, hy...), the 0722 ppl and many others...but there are some tat cant become platonic frens becuz of wad happen in the past..cuz it's just impossible to be platonic frens with ppl tat are ur former affection...most ppl noes the two most prominent ppl i once liked..(but actually it's three..haha..dun bother trying to find out hu she is;u guys dun noe her) aniwae i have no intentions to hide it oso.. of cuz there is a little regret over this la..this first one eh..only small regret la..but still, i super thxful to her..cuz at tat tym she was the first one tat made me realise the 心跳加速的感觉, made me realise xi huan yi ge ren de yi shi...though she rejected mi outflat... as for the 2nd one, it's filled with more regret..many months have pass since, to tink of it..i noe i was at fault..although i hated to admit this though..(guys will be guys ma..pain is temporary, pride is foreva) i thought i buried tat guilt feeling..but it kept resurfacing.. tat emotional scar on my cheek will always remain.. i'm realli afraid..afraid one day this will affect the next person which i dun wan just be fren de.. is it mi tat is too weak to let go of tis emotional burden or am i simply afraid to commit the same thing again? i realli cant provide the ans n i not gonna let chance (a coin toss) decide it for me.. cuz i dam scared..the next person may just be round the corner...n i'm afraid..there may be just no forgiveness in this world..

2008-07-25T15:51:00.000-07:00

Haha..read an article today..just feel like toking about it..haha..it's relating to thelong debated qn whether a man and woman can be just frens, n i mean platonic frens..platonic relationship means a relationship that is totally, and only, a friendship-based relationship - without the hint of being a sexual relationship, at all....but of cuz, many ppl would have just jumped the gun and exclaimed "hell NO" and say platonic friendships almost always turn out to be mission impossible since they made the assumption a relationship based on frenship is likely to advance to the next lvl or tat guy is nice to a gerl becuz he had feelings for her..zz... but i beg of difer..Y cant a relationship be just pure and not sexual? A lot of it is eased off when the relationship is strictly a friendly one. In a way its a pseudo relationship. You can have many of the same comforts without a lot of the hangups.. a platonic relationship can in fact be beneficial..They can share their ups and downs without being burdened by any expectations of having to provide the answers to each other's problems and you can get quality advice from your platonic friend that you just can’t get from one of the same sex...While same-sex friendships take a lot of work to maintain over a significant period of time, opposite-sex friendships require even more effort in order to diminish any uncertainty about the extent of the friendship. But i feel this can be maintained and with the correct attitude in mind, a strong mutual understanding will exist and the frenship can stand the time....

2008-07-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

Just watch tang xin feng bao..got pretty emo by today's episode..mayb i should start blogging the way alfred did.." how many days" without "tat special someone" by my side"...

cuz 2nite show tok about how one decision not made by one could led to regret or guilt feeling..in the show, chang zai xin felt guilty over the fact tat she had not sent the msg earlier that says she had forgiven alfred..sometym i wonder.. isit really tat hard for one to come back from one misake..does it really take tat hard for someone to forgive someone..i really duno.. just one mistake.. is it really tat tough? every one makes mistakes...i made one b4... i deserves to be punished for tat i agree..but this punishment shouldnt be foreva rite? have you not ever consider the pain i suffered too..i realli duno... but i noe you had left footprints in my lives and then you move on and the footprints eventually get washed away and life goes on... N i noe a broken clock will continue to tick... i have move on..have u?

2008-07-15T04:15:00.000-07:00

phey, a long tired week after a "fantastic" timetable scheldue..everyday earliest is 5pm home..zz.. so drained..N got back all my results le..hmm..okie la..not too bad..but of cuz i wan to be able to do better la...2dae went for the NS check up..haha..one day no sch..wew..haha.. the mental test was killer man... i could have gone bonkers over it sia..haha...but just glad dis is over.. N ya, maple private server is nice nice..let u try the fourth jobs skills..damn cool..but like wad ben says.. the excitement stays for only like 10 days after u try all the jobs den u become sianz.. haha...but anyway, nice one!

2008-06-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

sianz..pretty much fucked up big time for today's maths paper...dunnnoe wad gotten into mi..careless pratically on every qn...all simple textbook mistake..wth?! die liao....sianz...dis mid year pretty screwed sia....now still got three more papers..damn...

2008-06-19T11:53:00.000-07:00

okie, here to make some amendments to my predictions..cuz germany n portugal cant meet in the finals..ok, so here goes, portugal vs germany..germany will progress to vs croatia ( a rematch)...croatia shld be able to bring down turkey...n i tink holand wil down russia, italy down spain...(although italy not playing too well though)..so another rematch btw dutch n the italians...haha....

kick off of euro 2008

2008-06-07T09:21:00.000-07:00

By the tm u c this post, euro 08 would have already kick off....haha four years ago, it was greece who capture the crown.. but i doubt they will b able to retain though..becuz in 2004, dere may be an element of understaimate by certain county...but not anymore this year...i'm not the prediction daddy here...but still i gonna make my bold predictions...germany n portugal in the finals! haha..although lot of times i not accurate one la..haha..so we shall c...

2008-06-03T21:20:00.000-07:00

Okie...was trying to rite the draft for sgc jus now..couldnt put down wad exactly i wanted though..cuz it's like how i gonna give a value for things like time n efforts? could a mere para describe our achievements or like i call it our passion for something? will a single para be enough to tell others how much qualities one had? i dun tink so..cuz no other ppl could have seen how much passion n effort one has put in in the stuffs they take pride in..take leadership as one case.. from one para, the reader will noe how hard one rose to the top to become a leader meh? a trick which i call simple u tink is really tat simple meh...it's simple for me becuz i rehearsed it 200 times b4 performing, dude....tat y i simple hate ppl who loves to shoot their mouths off and said stuffs like " i oso can do, so easy" or " wao lao, i would have scored tat goal..so ez"...if it's really tat simple, how come u're not the one playing , u're not the one performing? dun u even realise the time n effort the performer or player had put in in his training for him to be able to go out to show his stuffs?? jus like jason hates ppl hu cut queue, i hate ppl who simply loves to 耍嘴炮... cuz in wad way are they better den these professional performers...if u really wan say u're better, prove it den...so when u noe nothing, u're not even in a position to crticise someone hu noes more den u in a certain aspect...

A brand new start

2008-06-03T20:25:00.003-07:00

hello...i'm back...a new blog, a new skin, a new lease of life..haha..........